the cancer
came
so unexpectedly
-(the feeling inside is cold and dead)
tumors
black
average life expectancy
-(my life is drawing to a close)
depression
anxious
waiting for the end
-(i dont know how long i can hang on)
nostalgia
death
romance
-
im done
im done
with my body
with living
-
no sense is lasting any longer
-
(im sick)
(and dying)
-
over,,the rail
solve my main problem
one quick solution
fall from,off the edge of the earth.