in my fucking life
i have seen
so much fucking pain
so much fucking death
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friends i've left, loves i've scorned
all for what,all my fault
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so many challenges met
so many times i've failed
no responsibility taken
i'm a fucking shithead
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mistakes,mistakes,only fucking mistakes
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if he was alive,i bet he'd fucking laugh
at the fuck up i've become
all the fucking shame i've brought