you tear me down
you cut me apart
your words are like blades
ill be your fucking martyr
-
(i love you)
you hit me
(good enough)
ill never be
(hate myself)
but not enough
(fucking trapped)
and still lonely
-
i am your shell of a real man
break me open,youd only find sand
without you
misery
but why?
memories
all the shit that i take is for the person that i once knew
but shes changed
into what
all the drugs have made her.
trapped in a place
(trapped)
in be-fucking-tween
(inside)
being by myself
(alone)
or being fucking beaten
(helpless)
i'd rather be
fucking abused
than by myself
with my mind
-
alone.